Hey guys, im movin out...to a new name!

My new name is TheHostforyou

It may take a while to get things up and running like I have for years on here, but I thnk I need a new break. Of course I'll never forget this one; I'll check here now and then but I need you guys to just accept my new name so I dont have to keep checking this one.

I love you guys

and thank you
for the many years

MY BIRDAY WAS YESTAHDAY!
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Annies coming up, cant waaiiitt! Actually I can, but fake enthusiasm works bettah/

jacob, aka soulmate, hung with me all yesterday and held my hand until I bursted and had to hug him. Hes what ive always wanted...but I havent asked him out and nye has he. We both like each other so so so so much, we've never kissed, and sexual conversations dont really happen because were content with holding hands and being around one another. I feel so good when I grb his sides to pull him to me just so I can feel the skin underneath his slayer shirt... Im in love and I have been, with Jacob S. And I want to tell him...hes gunna call me back after he gulps down a burrito...shld I ask ihm out?

I never get nervous being dropped off at the mall to meet up with other guys, just him. When I see him I get big hearted, and his gigantic hand holds mine tight so that I dont lt him go. But..he goes to the other highschool with all the other pretty white kids...i go to the crappy one on base with the black kids and kids who mostly went to macarthur all their lives...God I dont even want him sexually. I just wanna wake up to his face and play video games with him and scarf down my veggie buritto and his steak filled one. I wanna complain to him about Catholic Mass and put on his shirts to sleep in and kiss him on the cheek. Ive never wanted so much but so little in a guy. I dont want sex, I want him.


I want HIM...

Wow, why does it seem as if practice in Drama is SOOOO long!?
Were dancing, singing, acting over and over, but were barely getting anythng done! WE PREFORM ON THE SEVENTH FOR THE THIRTY SOMETHINTH ANNIVERSARY OF THE THEATRE SHOW! NOOOO

I now despise every song in annie...especially it's a hard knock life...kill me


NEW pics
NEW short story ( not for the fainthearted :3)
New boobs ( YAY!)
Well actually that last one is weird XD

It's been so LONG!

I WANT TO BE BACK! But I need my grades up so that I can still be in Annie.

I need to put pics of Annie, when we perform, up here soon. You guys deserve a little bit of sexy orphans lol.


My hairs blue.....I miss my bangs. Friggin idiot didnt cut them right, so Im left with floppity...

Im gunna put a pic of my new look in negative.



Poetry? Literature? soon

There’s a one way trip going through my veins
And a constant beating at the Music Center in my heart.
The town of my body was safe and sound.
So why’d you have to come around when I was feeling the urge to astound?
The trips were delayed and got stuck in blue and white EXIT traffic,
And the Music Center was playing loud and angry like a maverick.
The pool was clogged and congested as if angry creatures swam in it.
Don’t come near me I might explode,
And then my pretty caramel skin would erode;
And we don’t want that do we?

You didn’t see the IN CONSTRUCTION signs on the way in did you?
Yellow, red, neon, they all don’t matter.
Because your still going on, pushing on, to do what you do.
Don’t you get it?
Don’t touch.
Don’t mess with.
DANGER!
DANGER!
DANGER!

We crash after our little rode trip into a ditch
Filled with -to-me crushes and exes
You find them, hurt and scared.
Danger, danger, but you still dared.
I’ll try to lock our hands during the surgery,
But I
Don’t think we can go no farther…
I don’t think we can go any farther…
We…

As we recover from our scratches and bruises,
And try to remember our A’s, and twos,
We notice…
That the crash was good for us,
It started and ended trust.
That crash was good for us,
It ended and began the beginning of the end of us.